Daydreamin'

But not too loud, cause the baby is sleepin'--
I wonder if it knows what the world is keepin'
up both sleeves while he lay there dreamin'.

Someday I will learn to censor myself. I will learn the importance of doing what you are told, acting how you are told, being what you are told. I am all too good at getting lost in what I am thinking and forgetting the rest.

Reality is becoming less and less real to me.

I don't know what I am thinking ever.
There's a disconnect between myself and I.
Tyler Durden, meet Jack's broken heart.

The first rule of Fight Club is you don't talk about Fight Club.

I don't know what I'm doing.

It is like living your entire life knowing a person and realizing at their wake that you never got their name.

Well.
Not really, but that is how I am thinking right now.

I don't think humans are supposed to be nocturnal.
I must be an owl.

Maybe I love you, but maybe you're immune.

7. The fights go on as long as they have to.

So I will... what.
Wait?

I will fight.

Because I think after all of this time, I have figured myself out.
So here I go.