I'm not coming back

but it's okay for you to find this
I don't like to think about who I have been

this is a time capsule;
someday I will regret this one, too

but I'm so glad I found you
(and you and I guess you, too)

It's Everything All the Time and I hate being everything because
it makes my eyeliner run and that is the primary source of my identity

BUT my new thing is "don't seek"
because it already is

I love you